Random Fact 11. I sort of miss the old me.
I feel a little sad/morbid right now, so I apologize ahead of time for this blog. Feel free to skip it.
I've been sick for almost 2 weeks now. I hate it. I'm all flemmy and uncomfortable, and this cough is driving me crazy. I coughed so hard today that I threw up on my mom's carpet. My ribs are killing me and I keep getting pressure headaches that make me want to crawl up in a ball and sleep.
On my way home from work today my ribs were really hurting and my hypochondriac side took over. I did the "wouldn't it suck if I was bleeding internally and I died?" thing. But then I really started thinking. What would happen if I died soon? What would the people I love go through?
Shaun would be destroyed I think. I know I would be if he died. I imagined him going around our apartment, crying, remembering everything we did together in all the things we have. Lydia would be destroyed, too. I think my parents and grandparents would be the worst.
And I'm being depressing.
I guess on the bright side, I'm officially a Lewis University student. My classes are all set but I'm a little worried. I sort of took on 18 credit hours on accident. 18 credit hours plus a full time job may be a little more than I can handle, but I guess only time will tell. I'm really excited to get more involved with school and people this time. I want friends and a life, please!
Maybe beach Friday.
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